i hate when you have so intensely real of dreams that when you wake up you feel confused. i had so many weird ass realistic dreams last night that i woke up feeling so out of place. :/
and i feel really blah right now.
when someone can figure out what the fuck is wrong.
tell me.
cuz i dont even know anymore.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
you can't handle the truth!
1. List things you want to say to 20 people.
2. Don't say who they are towards.
3. Feel free to receive comments, but don't confirm or answer anything
4. Never discuss it again
1) I'm sorry that i left you and i know youre sad. but i love you a lot and i hope you always knows that. youve made me who i am today and taught me so much and i will always always always love you.
2) i love you. if you only knew how much. then you would stop being so you all the time. and just take it!! as you always tell me. i hope someday youll realize how much i care about you and all my intentions are good. id be lost without you so dont go anywhere. youre my best friend.
3) youre in a rut and that hurts me. ive known u so long i just want good for you. even tho u piss me off sometimes. and i prob piss u off too. but thats ok cuz we know well always love each other.
4) u became a good friend really fast and i love it. we get along well and im grateful for u thru all the crazy timessss.
5) you ended up being such a let down for a friend and i wish i never got close to you. you always had me in and out of your life and i was never constant. you just used me as a crutch to get over whatever stupid shit was ure problem at the time. im over you and what uve done. but it still hurt sometimes and i could givva fuck if i ever see you again. i hope whoever youre using now lasts cuz if it doesnt thats gonna suck or them, not you ofcourse.
6) youre the bestest blondie ive ever met. youre such a good friend and i love you cuz you crazy!!!
7) you annoy me. youve always annoyed me and im most annoyed with you right now then i have ever been. youre a stupid spoiled brat who wouldnt know a piece of real life if it bit you on your fat white ass. and you cant get a boyfriend because youre painfully annoying. and stop trying so hard. thats annoying too. im gonna go get my dictionary right now and look up annoying to see if ure face is there.
8) youre such a sweetie and you crack me up with your christian virginness. hahaha thanks for helping me pack and what not. what would i have done if i never met ure silly ass?
9) youll always be my little baby. ever since i met you in drama while we were ushers. lol ( like this one isnt obvious right?) hahaha ill always love you and dont let anyone ever bring you down. which i dont think will happen anymore since youve gotten so strong.
10) stop going to raves and stop doing drugs. i care about you and so do other people so stop already.
11) im glad you apologized and im glad i forgave you. we were such good friends and we still will be even tho im far away now. <3333
12) you have changed from when i knew you but im not against you.
13) i wish you werent so self centered and start stupid things the way you do. i hate that its ok for u to do things but not for anyone else to do them. thats lame.
14) youre the coolest. thanks for listening and the laughs and the fucking ghost stories!!!! dick! haha and the beer.........
15) youre a hypocrite and you dont deserve him. i thought it was hilarious when you lied to my face about liking me.
16) thanks for taking me into your home. it is very appreciated. you seriously have no idea, i wish i could buy a bunch of stuff so you can understand. lol
17) for whatever reason youre mad at me you need to get over it. u know youre like my brother and youre reason is probably ridiculous.
18) you are an ever changing person. thats y u cant keep a gf. just because you got a new car doesnt make you the shit. get rid of ure huge ego cuz u are too little of a guy for it.
19) we get a long well and i like texting you cuz we talk about funny shit!!
20) you are going to grow up and be handsome cuz youre the cutest baby boyyyyy.
2. Don't say who they are towards.
3. Feel free to receive comments, but don't confirm or answer anything
4. Never discuss it again
1) I'm sorry that i left you and i know youre sad. but i love you a lot and i hope you always knows that. youve made me who i am today and taught me so much and i will always always always love you.
2) i love you. if you only knew how much. then you would stop being so you all the time. and just take it!! as you always tell me. i hope someday youll realize how much i care about you and all my intentions are good. id be lost without you so dont go anywhere. youre my best friend.
3) youre in a rut and that hurts me. ive known u so long i just want good for you. even tho u piss me off sometimes. and i prob piss u off too. but thats ok cuz we know well always love each other.
4) u became a good friend really fast and i love it. we get along well and im grateful for u thru all the crazy timessss.
5) you ended up being such a let down for a friend and i wish i never got close to you. you always had me in and out of your life and i was never constant. you just used me as a crutch to get over whatever stupid shit was ure problem at the time. im over you and what uve done. but it still hurt sometimes and i could givva fuck if i ever see you again. i hope whoever youre using now lasts cuz if it doesnt thats gonna suck or them, not you ofcourse.
6) youre the bestest blondie ive ever met. youre such a good friend and i love you cuz you crazy!!!
7) you annoy me. youve always annoyed me and im most annoyed with you right now then i have ever been. youre a stupid spoiled brat who wouldnt know a piece of real life if it bit you on your fat white ass. and you cant get a boyfriend because youre painfully annoying. and stop trying so hard. thats annoying too. im gonna go get my dictionary right now and look up annoying to see if ure face is there.
8) youre such a sweetie and you crack me up with your christian virginness. hahaha thanks for helping me pack and what not. what would i have done if i never met ure silly ass?
9) youll always be my little baby. ever since i met you in drama while we were ushers. lol ( like this one isnt obvious right?) hahaha ill always love you and dont let anyone ever bring you down. which i dont think will happen anymore since youve gotten so strong.
10) stop going to raves and stop doing drugs. i care about you and so do other people so stop already.
11) im glad you apologized and im glad i forgave you. we were such good friends and we still will be even tho im far away now. <3333
12) you have changed from when i knew you but im not against you.
13) i wish you werent so self centered and start stupid things the way you do. i hate that its ok for u to do things but not for anyone else to do them. thats lame.
14) youre the coolest. thanks for listening and the laughs and the fucking ghost stories!!!! dick! haha and the beer.........
15) youre a hypocrite and you dont deserve him. i thought it was hilarious when you lied to my face about liking me.
16) thanks for taking me into your home. it is very appreciated. you seriously have no idea, i wish i could buy a bunch of stuff so you can understand. lol
17) for whatever reason youre mad at me you need to get over it. u know youre like my brother and youre reason is probably ridiculous.
18) you are an ever changing person. thats y u cant keep a gf. just because you got a new car doesnt make you the shit. get rid of ure huge ego cuz u are too little of a guy for it.
19) we get a long well and i like texting you cuz we talk about funny shit!!
20) you are going to grow up and be handsome cuz youre the cutest baby boyyyyy.
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone.
Ok so I just moved out of my house for the first time ever.
Like no exaggeration.
FIRST. TIME. EVER.
The house I left was the only house I've ever known.
And don't take this as complaining I'm just honestly a bit overwhelmed. I mean who wouldn't be? I don't know where the eff things are over here. My boyfriend is busier then effing bees when they're making honey. ok sorry but im going to stop typing so proper cuz its too late at night and im way too lazy for it. anywho, i just really feel a little lost right now. a bit overwhelmed and just like too much is on my plate. dont get me wrong, i LOVE that i get to see david all the time now. really i had been lacking in that seeing how he moved over here almost 2 years ago. he really makes me happy. like the thought of him makes me smile. and hes never really let me down. i mean he has. but not as bad as some of my friends back in cali. well some of them that i now call so called friends. haha so called so cal friends! ahaaaaaaaa 8) anyway!
funny thing about a healing long distance relationship, you kinda dont know what to do once you guys are faced to face. i mean really you get so used to your whole relationship being a text message, phonecall, or im that you forget how things were when they were in person. its a bit sad but understandable. idk. i just feel way confused right now.
not about my feelings, just in general. but im just hoping things will get better and i will get more comfortable cuz i just feel too weird right now.
peaceeeeee&alwayslove.
Like no exaggeration.
FIRST. TIME. EVER.
The house I left was the only house I've ever known.
And don't take this as complaining I'm just honestly a bit overwhelmed. I mean who wouldn't be? I don't know where the eff things are over here. My boyfriend is busier then effing bees when they're making honey. ok sorry but im going to stop typing so proper cuz its too late at night and im way too lazy for it. anywho, i just really feel a little lost right now. a bit overwhelmed and just like too much is on my plate. dont get me wrong, i LOVE that i get to see david all the time now. really i had been lacking in that seeing how he moved over here almost 2 years ago. he really makes me happy. like the thought of him makes me smile. and hes never really let me down. i mean he has. but not as bad as some of my friends back in cali. well some of them that i now call so called friends. haha so called so cal friends! ahaaaaaaaa 8) anyway!
funny thing about a healing long distance relationship, you kinda dont know what to do once you guys are faced to face. i mean really you get so used to your whole relationship being a text message, phonecall, or im that you forget how things were when they were in person. its a bit sad but understandable. idk. i just feel way confused right now.
not about my feelings, just in general. but im just hoping things will get better and i will get more comfortable cuz i just feel too weird right now.
peaceeeeee&alwayslove.
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