It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone.

Ok so I just moved out of my house for the first time ever.
Like no exaggeration.
FIRST. TIME. EVER.
The house I left was the only house I've ever known.
And don't take this as complaining I'm just honestly a bit overwhelmed. I mean who wouldn't be? I don't know where the eff things are over here. My boyfriend is busier then effing bees when they're making honey. ok sorry but im going to stop typing so proper cuz its too late at night and im way too lazy for it. anywho, i just really feel a little lost right now. a bit overwhelmed and just like too much is on my plate. dont get me wrong, i LOVE that i get to see david all the time now. really i had been lacking in that seeing how he moved over here almost 2 years ago. he really makes me happy. like the thought of him makes me smile. and hes never really let me down. i mean he has. but not as bad as some of my friends back in cali. well some of them that i now call so called friends. haha so called so cal friends! ahaaaaaaaa 8) anyway!

funny thing about a healing long distance relationship, you kinda dont know what to do once you guys are faced to face. i mean really you get so used to your whole relationship being a text message, phonecall, or im that you forget how things were when they were in person. its a bit sad but understandable. idk. i just feel way confused right now.
not about my feelings, just in general. but im just hoping things will get better and i will get more comfortable cuz i just feel too weird right now.

peaceeeeee&alwayslove.